WRITINGS BY THE MOTHER
© Sri Aurobindo Ashram Trust
6 April 1955
Which part of the being in everyone has a more total faith in the divine Grace?
Ah, no! I am speaking of an experience, I am not speaking of a verbal knowledge. I am speaking... which is the part in everyone of you in which you have the greatest faith in the divine Grace? It can be in the physical, it can be in the vital, it can be in the psychic, and it can be in this part or that, or this activity or that other. There are people, for example, who have absolutely a kind of mental realisation of contact with the Grace, of faith in the Grace; and then, as soon as they are in their vital or physical consciousness, there is nothing any more. There are others, on the contrary, who, even physically, in their body... who perhaps [new p. 115]don't have much mental knowledge, but who in their physical consciousness have an absolute faith in the divine [old p. 116]Grace, and a total trust, and they live like that in this faith and trust. Others still have it only in their deep feelings; and their thoughts are vagabond. And there are others who have even a vital faith--these are rare but they exist--who have a vital faith in the divine Grace, that all will always go absolutely well--with a considerable sense of power.
But haven't you ever lent yourself to this little exercise, to see? First, have you faith in the divine Grace?
Yes! Good, that's already good. And where then, in which part of your being? Is it in your thought, is it in your feelings, is it in your sensations, is it in your physical activity? If it is everywhere at the same time, you are perfect beings, and I congratulate you.
Sensations? You have a sensation of this? Then you are a very rare person! (Laughter)
No, it is in the feeling.
Ah, the feeling, that's different. Usually it is in the feeling, but there are people who have it first in thought, who have a kind of mental knowledge, and then that's all, it stops there. And some people have the feeling and don't have the mental experience, their mind is like that...
Can't it be like this, that sometimes one has a feeling in oneself and another time it is the thought?
This is another phenomenon. It means that this faith, this trust in [new p. 116]the divine Grace is in the psychic--behind, there, like that, [old p. 117]in the psychic, always there. So sometimes it is the feeling, sometimes it is the thought, sometimes even it is the body which is in contact with the psychic, under the influence of the psychic even without knowing it; and at that moment this kind of trust, of faith comes in front like that and supports. This happens when one has momentary contacts with his psychic. For example, when you find yourself in a very great difficulty or a very great physical danger, and suddenly feel this, this force coming into you, the force of a faith, an absolute trust in the divine Grace which helps you. So it means that there is a conscious contact with one's psychic and it comes to help you--it is a special grace bestowed. This is the condition which ought to be the most frequent here, for this contact is established all the time, consciously, deliberately, in everyone. So this instance ought to be the most frequent, it is the most normal--here. That is, according to the part which is active or according to the necessity of the moment, it is here or there or there that suddenly you feel this trust which takes possession of you and guards you. It is like that.